Back 2 The Old M.E.: Choices gotta be made…
posted 2025-01-25 02:14:40
My best friend voted for Trump and doesn’t think elon gave a nazi salute…
Pretty devastated. Just took 60mgs of edibles.
beautifulagony: My conspiracy theory
posted 2025-01-24 05:11:56
So silk road was tied to han trafficking.
Trump pardoned the founder.
ICE agents have been instructed to raid churches and schools.
Students get swept up in the raids.
Human trafficking.
confidential:
posted 2025-01-22 21:20:04
reminder that trump's tariffs are to get china, canada and mexico to crack down on fentanyl shipments into our country.
https://www.ibtimes.com/trump-china-faces-new-tariff-february-1-alleged-fentanyl-shipments-3760452
franklin:
posted 2025-01-22 12:09:39
Trump's tax plan: basically raise import taxes and lower corporate and income taxes. Since America produces nothing of value, raising import taxes is basically a sales tax. So this is incredibly regressive, lowering taxes on the rich and raising taxes for everyone else. Yes, moronic Americans will get the inflation they deserve.
I am generally not interested in politics, but this is practical and will make life in America much worse. Yet another reason to leave America.
thewitch: The second hand...
posted 2025-01-21 22:59:07
...unwinds.
How many lifetimes do you think you've lived? And I mean, in this incarnation alone? How many timelines do you think you've touched? How many quantum leaps have you experienced?
Likely more than you think.
I'm remembering the future-past. It sounds crazy. But it doesn't feel crazy. Especially when those memories are corroborated by someone else. Multiple someones. The evidence is there.
We've been reset. And who knows how many times. People around me are remembering. More and more people, friends, clients, acquaintances, accounts I follow etc etc etc are talking about alternate timelines, non-liner time, jumping timelines, time speeding up, time slowing down, time time time... see what's become of me...
I now know without a doubt that I have known the Time Lord in multiple futures. For him, it's the past-future. He's remembering it all. When we first connected, he could remember up to early 2027, and now with our visions, meditations, dreams, and knowings, he's seen certain timelines up to 2031. I've had glimpses.
How can all this be possible? What is this world we are living in? Why are we being reset, by whom, and what is triggering it?
You know when you have deja vu? My grandmother used to say that it meant you are back on track in your life. Why would she say that? "Back on track" implies that you 1) have a track to be on, 2) have been off of it, and 3) are getting another chance - a re-do. How could that be possible without a reset?
All I know right now is the truth of the feelings I am carrying with me from the future-past.
When he and I first (re)connected, I felt a very real, yet subtle, melancholy. And no understanding of why. Until he sent me a message about the challenges we faced in the past-future, and then it hit me. And I cried. And I remembered. It was so real. It doesn't make sense any other way.
There are so many challenges for us. In this realm and beyond. There is a very real spiritual war being waged upon us in every moment of every day. He knows this and works against it. And so do I. Together, we could do so much.
We are figuring it out. And we will. Although I do feel like there isn't much room for error, our memories are helping us to really innerstand what it is that we need to do this time. Not that I'm saying the entire future depends on our actions alone. It depends on ALL of our actions. Every single one of us. And he and I are doing everything we can.
And now it feels like I truly understand why I have felt the way I have with the Gemini.
There have been so many futures where I chose him instead. The Time Lord has seen it - he's told me, even though I haven't mentioned the Gemini at all to this point. And clearly, those timelines were reset. Is this why I have felt like if he and I were to come together that the world would end?
The Gemini will be at my shop tomorrow. He attended my full moon circle, as well, a week and a half ago. I can feel him starting to want to put the pressure on again.
Would it be easier? Yes.
Would it be fulfilling? Not as.
Would I be heartbroken? Yes.
I have felt every single timeline where I have fallen madly in love with the Time Lord. I have felt the joy and bliss our connection brings. And I have felt the heartbreak and despair of not being with him.
These are real feelings. As real as any others I have ever experienced.
Does that make me crazy? Possibly.
spamhead: Why did I accept this mission?
posted 2025-01-19 15:45:40
Why did I accept this mission?
On earth.
As a human?
Humans stink. Humans are selfish and greedy. Humans are ignorant. So many people wallow in misery. Depriv3d of attention. Any attention.
Everyone sounds like that little boy from pet cemetery.
NO FAIR.
NO FAiR!
No fAiR
It's obnoxious.
sero.duh:
posted 2025-01-16 13:51:42
I feel like an asshole.
My husband pointed out that sometimes I’m a dick and I dismiss his help in stressful situations because I think I can do it better. He’s pointed out in the past that sometimes I’m not nice to him when I get in a bad mood. Just snippy and dismissive and brushing him off.
And it’s this super uncomfortable realization that he is so stable and supportive that I assume he can’t possibly understand feelings of stress and that he doesn’t know how to help because he is “so perfect” in managing his own feelings and stress.
But he’s a person with feelings and struggles and I’m over here just scoffing at his attempts to help and it’s been hurting him for a while now and I just feel like a complete asshole.
Last night, and now today, I just feel ashamed of myself. I’m embarrassed that he’s been feeling like that when I get stressed and irritated and it just sucks.
Is there a version of internalized feminism? That I feel like a man couldn’t possibly understand feelings the way I do? Ugh. I just feel like shit today.
Gauntlet:
posted 2025-01-06 21:04:47
Today I was on the elliptical and started feeling like a physical weakness in my body, sorry of light headed a little dizzy maybe, hard to explain. I had it a bunch of other times over the years. For awhile I thought maybe it was too much magnesium supplementation, then I thought it was related to my Prozac, I've had blood work done and my blood pressure checked, frequently I can do cardio or whatever without the problem. Anyway, I stopped at 24 mins and had to cool off for a bit, then I got angsty and anxious and upset. I've been sort of dieting recently, but not in an extreme way, just not eating sweets and fast food and chips, and trying to eat lots of veggies and fruits, but a huge part of me wants to go hard and lose a lot of weight again because it's hard being big for lots of reasons. All that to say after cooling off I ate a bunch of cheese and peanut butter and then felt bad about it, and still kind of do. I've had a decent first 5 days of 2025, feeling good, exercising, built up my garage gym trying to get back to some regular lifting. I'm sick of being tired and weak feeling. I miss the days were prozac was really working for me. I felt whole, I felt normal, I'm turning 39 and I feel like I'm in my 60s already. I'm cutting down on my Prozac, I think it's been two or three weeks at least, from 80mg down to 40mg. Maybe what happened today was related to that. My friend got me a keyboard for Christmas, it inspired me to start learning, been about a week and I feel like I'm picking some stuff up, but I'm already losing patience. I'm so scatter brained right now. Hopefully this is a helpful process to like it all out in a journal.
goth robot: Wasting my time in the...
posted 2024-12-14 19:29:17
...waiting line.
The heartbreak is real.
This Mercury Retrograde has been a motherfucker. It got me. And I fucked up a bit. But it will be okay. Eventually.
I just hate that people will be hurt. I suppose it can't be avoided. That's how relationships go. One way or another, someone is going to be in pain.
Everything is temporary. Either we part ways, or one of us dies. Either way - it doesn't last.
I've been getting the signs for the past year. Well, way beyond that actually. But recently it's all too clear. Well, it wasn't for a bit, but now it 100% is.
It's over.
I have to move on.
No matter what that looks like.
Five and a half years... and that's it.
I spent most of those years suffering, myself. It almost wrecked me. My nerves are frayed. I've been living in a state of functional freeze for the past six months at least. There's been no respite.
The signs are clear. This is what I have to do.
Plus, he said some things that can't be unsaid.
"People show you who they really are when they're angry".
Is that true? I am not sure, to be honest. Well, I mean, of course it is true to an extent. I think people show you who they truly are with any strong, shadow-y emotion. Of course, people also show you who they are with their light. Whether it's genuine or artificial. You see them.
God. It's time for me to go.
Confirmation.
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I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.I'm sorry.Please forgive me.Thank you.I love you.
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Hikikomori:
posted 2024-12-10 11:35:09
To all the moneygrubbing CEO's and corrupt politicians:
https://www.nintendo.no/templates/yootheme/cache/28/2x1_NSwitch_LuigiGames_GBen-2895e5e0.webp