i do not speak for myself
posted 2018-10-05 19:04:23

How can you see the beauty of snowflakes dancing to the ground
collectively in a blanket sparkling in light of nature
if you are afraid to go out in the cold (unknown)?
Evening gathering interrupted by the rain
scurrying inside for warmth
shifting toward the fire
theres nothing more than the warmth to keep you alive
yet it is the warmth that drives you insane
the insanity that could've been prevented
beyodn the grips of the control...

why is control so important?
what is it about the fear that forces ridicule of normality?
wounds of a lifetime not lived
shining a light of love bears inevitable gnashing
the sadness prevails for the sorrow of the restraint

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