posted 2018-07-10 02:29:19

Rough day at work today.

My best friend lives hundreds of miles from me. He broke up with his gf so I haven't heard much from him. Going from talking every night to nothing is having a shitty affect on me. I don't have much of a human connection otherwise.

He's the type of guy who will subtlety, and sometimes not so subtlety call me out. So of course I retreat more and more from what I am. But somehow it makes me feel just a bit relieved. Maybe it's nice having someone see through my bullshit, I dunno.