posted 2018-07-01 01:59:41

in the past 2.5 months i fell extremely in love with a woman who seemed to be very into me, and then she "didn't feel a romantic spark" and "just wanted to be friends". dear hatelife, i am still recovering from the loop i was thrown for. it got my depression back in a way that i haven't seen in a long time, but i started going to therapy again and it's helping.

she is like a tropical bird, beautiful and vibrant and extravagant and exciting and emotionally volatile and self-absorbed. she can go off and find another tropical bird for herself. i am not one.

feels like dating women means basically having to learn how to date all over again. looking forward to eventually actually finding a nice girlfriend.

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