posted 2021-04-26 01:14:52

wife is on the 16th week of pregnancy.
baby girl, she is strong and healthy.
very happy with our relationship
pregnancy is starting to get easier for her too, the first trimester was a bitch

on a side note, my depression is still trying it's hardest to get my attention. Food is still the only distraction, but that only ends up fueling my depression more. one day I'll unlock this puzzle. For now i look at my IG pictures from when I could actually say i was fit. it's pretty cool really, most of my life ive been athletic, but heavy. for a couple short periods there Keto led me to being fit. Keto also helped me score my wife. if only prozac would've stayed working for me long term. i feel so fat right now, so weak, so out of shape. What is the secret?

Money stuff is ok, i almost have $50k saved/invested. Most likely I'll make it to $55 or $60k by the end of this year. I'm also free of debt, and work for myself.

I'm sure there are other things i could write, but I'll leave it there for now.

adios hatelife

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