posted 2018-08-09 09:14:10

Feeling absolutely bummed as shit.

My really good friend and band member is moving out of state soon. So right after we release our second album, we're essentially on hiatus. None of us really know what we're doing yet - we're still trying to set up a release show, even though we have no idea when he's leaving. Not how any of us expected this to go.

Doesn't feel like anything in the relationship is improving. I think we had sex twice last month. The only reasons I can come up with to stay in this are the obvious, convenient ones - cheap rent, low expectations, and a fear of an uncertain and lonely future. So just enough.

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